Degradation.... For the Hell of It
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A short while ago during our regular chats I expressed an interest in forcing pet to do more humiliating things. Things that so far my empathy for him as a lover has gotten in the way of.
I feel a little squicked by the idea of getting him to eat something like come (should I spell that cum? Bleh…), but now it’s got to the point where the squickiness is turning into a sort of fascination and I’m beginning to eroticize the idea of having this power to make him do things that personally I wouldn’t want to do myself.
In short, my sadism is making new neural connections.
Last night pet confessed that he was very turned on by the idea of me forcing him to eat dog food every day, regardless of whether or not we play any BDSM. This is effectively D/s breaking out of the ‘play’ envelope which is very much what I am interested in (though of course play is wonderful in it’s-self).
The funny thing is he finds this (and being turned on by it) much more embarrassing than other ideas. I told him he obviously doesn’t need to feel any real shame, but it is fun to find a chink in his armour. I mean, this is the guy who doesn’t feel the slightest bit humiliated by drinking piss or licking muddy boot soles for Christ’s sake ;)
I’m looking forwards to exploring these ideas in realtime with my pet.
Comments
I think that being made to eat cum is incredibly erotic yet disgusting at the same time……..which makes it even more erotic to me. It seems to reinforce our chosen roles.
Posted by: roo-roo | February 8, 2007 12:27 AM
I think for me the biggest thrill will be in it occurring post-ejaculation when I’m more vulnerable, maybe barely in kink space.
Posted by: Richard | February 8, 2007 12:30 AM