Psychic Orgasm
• Headspaces
We have continued with light play, mostly with pet sitting upright on the sofa with me next to him, though he can get on the floor for a short while.
A few days ago we had an amazing experience. I was doing lots of light stuff to him, including putting clothespins on his nipples and all over his scrotum, cropping and caning his inner thighs, biting and sucking skin here and there, manual CBT, and a whole bunch of sensual and sadistic things.
Eventually the music, my mood, his responses and my activities began to fuse and solidify into a residue of pure happiness. Time became blurry. I can’t remember what I was doing at this stage. What was important is that we were both enjoying it, and were developing that psychic connection which is one of the things I crave about this whole thing.
I put my head on his lap and began grinding my soft hair into his private parts. At this point, tears of joy began streaming down my cheeks. I was so happy to be with someone who enjoys what I do. I felt lucky beyond words just to be able to paint outside the box and have my work admired and enjoyed.
Richard was concerned about my tears and said he’d had an intense experience. I was glad he said it first, since I knew for sure I wasn’t experiencing this alone. I can only wonder what heights we may be permitted to soar to when we get into a full-blown scene.
Comments
I’ve never had an experience quite like that. I’m still not really sure what transpired but am surely glad that it did.
Posted by: Richard | April 15, 2007 6:25 PM
Me neither :)
One of life’s little mysteries.
Posted by: Alexandra | April 15, 2007 6:50 PM