Spaces Below Me
• Headspaces
This is roughly how I percieve the states that I take Richard through. It’s limiting to use words with these intense primal feelings, so bear with me.
Firstly there is the putty pet, which is a warm and somewhat squishy creature who is most at home sitting on the floor by his owner’s feet. Mentally he is a sort of cross between a child, a dog, and a slave to my sensual desires (guess which part I enjoy the most). I treat and care for him and command him in pretty much the same way I would a pet, though obviously it’s slightly different! This is always the state I lead him into during the aftercare phase. I initiate it by stroking him like a pet, simply calling him my putty pet, or other cues. He can initiate it by hugging my ankles or other ways depending on the need and circumstance.
Next is the doggie, doggy boy, or simply creature. I don’t have a set name for this phase, since it’s transitional, but it’s basically the same as the putty pet but with a little more grit. I initiate it by becoming a more demanding owner, by beginning to cause more pain and degradation, and addressing commands as opposed to conversing. Movement is often restricted with a leash.
The sex slave is a more intense fantasy I like to play out, in which I assume my slave is simply a naked man provided to by right to do as I wish with to achieve sexual pleasure. I treat him coldly but passionately at the same time. There isn’t much punishment towards the sex slave, provided he does as he’s told, which he always does.
When the sex slave becomes the slave the situation is the same, but he is an object of ridicule, someone who deserves and needs to feel pain and humiliation whilst in utter servitude. I may imagine him as a criminal at times, who needs to do pennance for some abhorrent act, or even an innocent being wrongly punished.
I’m glad I’m not always in ‘nasty mode’, it’s fun to be sadistic or humiliate someone without turning it into a war; then you can notice more subtleties in the dynamics. Richard does like a good thrashing every now and again though. It usually leaves me exhilirated for a few hours, like I’ve taken speed or something. I can never sleep after a session because my mind feels charged.
I generally don’t use stories or scenarios at all in the scene, since I don’t really think I can act very well :) I just use these descriptions as reference points to how I feel.
Comments
Reading that reminded me of our many good times together, making me feel like melted butter (which would naturally seep under your boots).
Yeah, I do like it when you are rough and harsh. But …
Nothing, beloved, makes me happier than being your putty pet. It is a beautiful part of the range I’d never anticipated.
I’m a very luck man/pet/creature/salve.
Love You so very much.
Posted by: Richard | November 7, 2005 8:07 PM
Juvenile delinquents should be sentenced to bootcamp
STOP SPAMMING MY LOVELY PERVY WEBSITE WITH THIS SHIT! I HATE YOU ALL! DIE!
Posted by: Anal Lick | April 18, 2007 1:36 AM