Abstract
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Welcome to my online journal. I’m new at this so please bear with me. I am a 26-year-old male to female transsexual who, less than two years ago, decided to explore some of the more way-out thoughts I was having, mainly to do with erotic power, beauty and destruction, and dominance and submission. What you won’t find in these pages is me telling all you lowly males how inferior you are (no doubt because you think with your privates) and how I think you all belong in permanant slavery. I don’t think I could ever talk like that because I don’t believe it; and I’m not putting on an act just to get some random people off.
I don’t really consider myself a part of any BDSM scene, though I do hugely respect the rules which have been laid down by those who have gone before me - mostly they are about common sense and common decency and it angers me when niche scenes neglect them. I also enjoy reading the thoughts of other kinky people.
I am in my 2nd LTR with a wonderful, loving guy who some of you will already know from his journal ‘down on my knees’. I’d like to thank everyone who has left encouraging and interesting comments there because it is also nice for me to read. Before Richard I had some casual encounters with a shoe fetish slave, who was also a very nice guy and an abnormally good introduction to the world of submissive men, and before him I had a regular boyfriend (who I suspect had a subby streak - I may go into that later) and a hodgepodge of random sexual encounters.
I will be writing about my thoughts and experiences, ficticious fantasies and real experiences and maybe even some home-brew philosophy if the mood takes me.
Comments
I’m so happy to finally see you writing. And still in an afterglow from last night.
Posted by: Richard | June 13, 2005 1:20 PM
hello—richard referred me here. i’m glad you’re writing—we need more diversity in the blogosphere. there ceratinly aren’t too many mtf transexuals with a perspective on female sexual dominance.
i hope you update this site often.
Posted by: laura | June 13, 2005 10:18 PM
Finally! I bookmarked your blog already! Kudos to you!
Posted by: Pinay D | June 14, 2005 1:45 AM
Bravo! It’s so good that you two met each other! It’s almost as good for us readers too! Please keep up your excellent diaries. They’re both erotic and wise. As a fellow kinkster i can relate to so much of what you both have to say.
Posted by: Freddo | June 14, 2005 1:54 AM
Hello! I’ve been reading Richard’s blog for a few months, and have found it fascinating. I recently entered a new relationship with a wonderful girl, and we are both working on many of the same subjects I’ve read about in his blog. After hearing so much about you, it’s wonderful to finally see (well, read) more about the object of his devotion..We will both be reading from now on, and thank you both for your clarity and willingness to share with us.
Posted by: Jay | June 14, 2005 4:01 AM
Thank you all… Getting this started was a bit weird since I’m not really used to blogging and it sometimes feels that in a subject like this you are exposing parts of yourself.
I hope I think of enough stuff to keep you guys entertained. Thanks again - the motivation really helps!
Posted by: Alexandra | June 14, 2005 4:37 PM