............ pation!
• Our relationship
The flight went well, as usual, until I hit the Greatest Nation in the World, at which point things went pear-shaped - I nearly lost my tickets while passing through the multitudinous inspections at customs and my connecting flight was delayed with no announcements… And the seat on the connecting plane was more uncomfortable than something out of McDonald’s.
But all the while I felt happy and confident, not to mention lucky… Meeting Richard in the airport and hugging him was one of those moments you wait an age for. I know I keep rattling on about the hormones but by Goddess do they make the job of expressing myself so much easier!
Pet has been ill the past few weeks and just today I caught some kind of bug as well - probably the same one. Because of this we haven’t done much other than enjoy eachother’s company. He thinks I’m disappointed but I’m not - the combination of my new-found self and us being together is plenty for me to blissfully chew on.
The way he tends to me, rubs my feet and back, and just makes me feel special, combined with my current state of composure and sexual confidence, leaves me feeling emancipated. I admit, I can’t stop thinking about using the cane on him, or the purple heart-shaped crop which has sentimental value to us…
Or perhaps just telling him to get on the god damn floor… but since I don’t make a distinction between D/s and vanilla, I really don’t care. The sexual ‘friction’ between us is present and correct, and that is far more fundamental, important, and comforting than any physical act.
I really do feel so lucky. And now I’m going to go to bed and think about… stuff.
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Just being able to hold you again means so much to me.
I figure you could tell how badly I wanted to kiss and lick your boots the other night. Just didn’t want an act so special ruined if I had sudden attack of nausea.
How I look forward to again being on the floor …
Posted by: Richard | March 25, 2007 4:36 PM
Yes, honey, I could tell :)
But I’m glad you didn’t, just in case it made you worse or something. Plenty of time for that in the near future!
Posted by: Alexandra | March 25, 2007 9:01 PM