Well, I'm back...
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It seems I may have fallen off the face of the Earth, but that isn’t the case. I’m still here and interested in writing about my D/s experiences. My life has gone through a fair bit of change recently. I’ve been taking oestrogen for about two months now, which has been going very well so far. I also took some time out to study music theory (I am an aspiring musician) and spent a large amount of time with my head in theory books and composing like a freak of nature.
The hormones have certainly changed my sex drive and I adore what I’m feeling so far. People often talk about a ‘shift of gears’ into a more comfortable and controllable pace and I’d say that’s the perfect analogy. In terms of D/s, thankfully the feelings are all still there, but I find myself having more frequent (and to be honest, rather soft) daydreams about Richard. A lot of it is quite romantic but that doesn’t mean a constant lack of what you might term ‘hardcore D/s action’ :)
My love of boots and shoes is still present, but it feels somewhat muted. I’m tempted to say that I control it rather than it controlling me but I don’t want to sensationalize. That said, I certainly don’t feel those jarring urges that I associated with the male libido (and which felt very wrong to me). That’s helping me feel more feminine and less self-conscious, which has been a bit of a problem in the past.
In a few weeks I’ll be heading back to be home with Richard again and I’m looking forwards to what we’ll discover.
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What can I say: impossible for it to be too soon for me to be reunited with my Beloved.
Posted by: Richard | September 13, 2006 10:35 PM