Sensual Sadist2007-10-06T23:46:14ZA candid look at the kink life of a Transsexual Fetish Creature, Dominant Sadist and Human Being.tag:www.sensualsadist.com,2007://3Movable TypeCopyright (c) 2007, AlexandraLast Entry2007-10-06T23:46:14Z2007-10-06T22:17:05Ztag:www.sensualsadist.com,2007://3.51702007-10-06T22:17:05ZI could always post a rebuttal to Richard’s public posting about my mental health issues, his notion that I’m not cut out to be a musician, or whatever else, but let’s not end on a bitter note. I’ve always liked...Alexandrahttp://www.sensualsadist.comabsurdistlover@gmail.comMiscNo, really. I'm fine.2007-10-03T15:43:04Z2007-10-03T15:13:12Ztag:www.sensualsadist.com,2007://3.51682007-10-03T15:13:12ZI don’t get it. Is it because I’m younger? Because I’m the domme? (we all know doms have no feelings.) Because I put my practical needs before the ideal of love? An online friend said I can expect to be...Alexandrahttp://www.sensualsadist.comabsurdistlover@gmail.comMy LifeThe End of the Road2007-09-26T16:02:27Z2007-09-26T15:21:58Ztag:www.sensualsadist.com,2007://3.51602007-09-26T15:21:58ZMy relationship with Richard as I know it has, against my wishes and best efforts, come to an end - thankfully on mutually agreeable terms. A long distance relationship is hard enough - add the fact that we’re in different...Alexandrahttp://www.sensualsadist.comabsurdistlover@gmail.comOur relationship
The end of an era in my life. Richard and I move on in the hopes of finding simpler happiness.
Whatever2007-09-24T21:12:36Z2007-09-24T20:22:58Ztag:www.sensualsadist.com,2007://3.51582007-09-24T20:22:58ZI have to admit, I was disappointed at the dominant women who were so quick to swoop in on our relationship and step on what I feel (wrongly, I know) was my territory. If it were a vanilla relationship, how...Alexandrahttp://www.sensualsadist.comabsurdistlover@gmail.comCommunicationRichard's Reaction2007-09-16T21:19:18Z2007-09-16T18:34:13Ztag:www.sensualsadist.com,2007://3.51552007-09-16T18:34:13ZMany of you must think I’m crazy. I have a perfectly wonderful relationship with Richard, he does his best to please me and here I am wanting more. In a way I hate myself for doing this, but I’d also...Alexandrahttp://www.sensualsadist.comabsurdistlover@gmail.comEvolution of Our Relationship
Warning - Long post with no exciting perverted content.
Friends in Low Places2007-09-10T19:07:12Z2007-09-10T18:41:28Ztag:www.sensualsadist.com,2007://3.51362007-09-10T18:41:28ZAfter a lot of pondering I have began the search for local kinky friends, and made an effort to make more kinky friends online, both dominant and submissive. I’ve been pretty lucky. I value the new friendships and although I...Alexandrahttp://www.sensualsadist.comabsurdistlover@gmail.comMy Life
An update on my struggling to come to terms with my feelings.
Welcome to My World2007-08-24T00:22:35Z2007-08-23T23:30:26Ztag:www.sensualsadist.com,2007://3.51152007-08-23T23:30:26ZRecently I’ve been experiencing growing desire to have a polyamorous D/s life (I was going to say lifestyle but won’t go there). It’s been deeply troubling since I don’t want my appetite to come between me and Richard. After stewing...Alexandrahttp://www.sensualsadist.comabsurdistlover@gmail.comOur relationship
I am bothered by a growing interest in polyamorous D/s relationships and mounting sadistic and dominant desires, bringing uncertainty into my relationship with boyfriend/pet.
Why She Does It2007-08-09T20:55:53Z2007-08-09T20:32:35Ztag:www.sensualsadist.com,2007://3.50982007-08-09T20:32:35ZIt’s been a long while since I wrote any fiction, so I decided to start with a subject that’s close to my heart (you know what it is, right?). The two characters are modelled on pet and myself....Alexandrahttp://www.sensualsadist.comabsurdistlover@gmail.comSketches
A short story about ritual boot licking (retifism) and it's basic motivations for this sadist.
Transition Point2007-08-08T00:15:00Z2007-08-07T21:44:54Ztag:www.sensualsadist.com,2007://3.50972007-08-07T21:44:54ZIt seems that after nearly a year of hormones and slightly less on anti-androgens, I have crossed the point at which feminization outweighs everything else and tips people’s perception from “feminine male” to “female”. My breasts have gotten larger, and...Alexandrahttp://www.sensualsadist.comabsurdistlover@gmail.comSexuality and Gender
The effects of feminizing hormones after nearly a year.
Constructing Our Perfect D/s Agreement2007-08-07T21:44:43Z2007-08-07T20:56:44Ztag:www.sensualsadist.com,2007://3.50962007-08-07T20:56:44ZOr ‘contract’, to risk bringing about the fabled curse of the D/s contract. The contract will be tiered, with two or three levels of surrender (loss of control), and of course the ‘null’ state which will account for all of...Alexandrahttp://www.sensualsadist.comabsurdistlover@gmail.comHeadspaces
First ideas towards the contract.